How do you feel? Your feelings are one of the things you can have more control over.
In yesterday's post I discussed how I try to give myself as much self-care as possible, especially when hubby is in the midst of a deep depression (like he is right now).
Remember that no matter what is going on at home, I still need to go out there five days a week and make my clients feel better and stronger. I can only do that when I am feeling OK.
Last night we slept in PJs for the first time in 21 years (yes, we are naked cuddle sleepers) and when I woke up he was on the couch. Now I am on the couch and he is... wait for it... in bed.
Today I did my morning self-Reiki, and then I will go for acupuncture, which makes everything better. And I will do some Pilates mat and maybe play with some new stuff. I will also continue to crochet my scarves that will be for sale at the Clara's Boutique at Real Pilates.
I could, at this point, just fall over crying. I could, at this point, be really really pissy and angry to everyone around me, including myself.
But I do know that, while hubby's depression isn't my fault, choosing to feel and behave badly would be my choice and my fault.
I choose to do everything in my power to feel good.
This was in my inbox this morning from Abraham-Hicks:
You see, you're giving others too much power as you even acknowledge how they make you feel. What you've got to decide is how I'm going to feel. We would go to a Virtual Reality and we would practice feeling good. Manifestations come on the heels of what you've conjured in thought.
It is perfect, isn't it? Love the synchronicity.
So, how do you feel?